I guess it's weird to dedicate a post to someone I've never met, but Daul's blog was the realest of all of the blogs I've ever read. It made me laugh and cry alternately, which goes to show that she was capable of getting through all of the fakeness of fashion and the superficiality of the modeling industry and create something lasting. This is a poem written by Daul in April of 2009. Take what you will from it.Say Hi to
i wonder
whats wrong with me
sometimes
i just keep
wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world
of self destruction
like as if
i want to see myself fail completely
and disappear.
strange
its like a dive
i used to be on swim team when i was young
and i hated it so much
i wanted to drown
every time i dived
but i always end up
finishing second
sometimes first
but mostly second place
and i didnt give a fuck about it
Photo, thedreamwalkingsociety





















His touch was so persistent, why did he touch her so persistently? It made her feel unlucky, unwelcome, a ghost in that house. She couldn't place his aura, his spiritual consistency was nothing more than a scarf, a peice of wood beneath her fingers, a song caught and strangled in a throat. Yet still he visited her, she with her mind of fire and an unquenchable curiosity that would be the death of her. If knowing was killing her, she would be dead within hours.




